"You get up, you go, you do, you see, you put one foot in front of the other & along the way you do your very best to enjoy it" - Cats. Patrick. Hazelnut Lattes. People. Art. Words. Cuddles. Mud. smiles. My best friends iPod and life's simple things.

“I literally feel like I could cry bucket loads of tears right now and I don’t know why. Fuck. It’s ridiculous. The only times I feel like that are when I lose someone or somethings happened. I had a great day and everything…I just can’t figure it out. Maybe I shouldn’t keep bottling my feelings up…maybe then I’d be able to handle everything. I remember when I had a break down at school once in drama and everything just hit me at once. It was bad…very bad, because to everyone else, I’m this happy cheery person who doesn’t let anything get her down…but to the people that really know me, they know I can’t cope under pressure…. because I don’t deal with it at the time, I just let it build up to the extent that I sit in my room and cry because I have no idea what else to do. I need to get a fucking grip.” this is what I was going to post about 3 hours ago until Tyler called and now I can’t even remember what being unhappy feels like. I have some amazing friends :)

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